Lexapro Diaries"Do you feel better?" said Dr.Jacobson with a hopeful smile.
I let out an exasperated sigh feeling already awkward by my frizzed up hair, noticeably dark circles underneath my eyes, and my pale yellowed skin.
"Yeah," he said with sympathy and concern, "You don't look happy."
I went home fairly insulted that day, and took the time to glance in the mirror to see what it was that my psychiatrist felt he cold see so vividly. I know that thousands of other people look in the mirror and see their exterior. They see the color of their eyes, the color of their skin, the way their hair falls over their head, and they focus on how well they may look on that particular day. Yes, they may focus on imperfections but these are all exterior flaws. I always anticipate to see my reflection, and when I do see myself I am always disappointed.
I sometimes secretly hope I will look happy. That somehow the world would cut me a break and I will look just be beautiful. However, thus far, the world has shown n
InconsistencyI can recall when your face was lucid
Your hazel brown eyes that slanted like a mischievous cat
The pale peach color of your skin that would tan a soft mocha brown in the sun
Your Julia Robert smile with those two large dimples
The way your hair had just a slight wave
I remembered how much I loved you
How much I felt the need to protect you
It's like your face has blurred
And now you're indistinguishable among the herd
Your characteristics are all contradictions
Now, that smile radiates ignorance
I can see denial behind your eyes
Your skin indicates personal torture
That hair is trying to hide regret
And your face is nothing more than typical
I can't even bother to recall it
Free Plushie Patterns Online
Here's a collection of links to sites outside of DeviantArt where you can find free plushie patterns. There are well over two hundred choices, so you're sure to find something you like.
Remember, if you can't find exactly what you're looking for, try adapting one of the patterns. For example, a tiger can easily be turned into a lion, an elephant into a wooly mammoth, an elf into a goblin, or combine the upper half of a mermaid with the lower half of a pony to get a centaur.
Night Garden Studios Jointed and Rag Bears
Baby Bows Bear
Hug Me (EMS Bear